Saturday & Sunday, 12/11 & 12 -- Boo!

It's been a pretty even keel couple of days. Better than average energy, not much fatigue.

I've been eating well, trying to put on some weight. Because my weight has been hanging around 180, I'm supposed to try and put on as much weight as I can while I can. You'd think it wouldn't be a problem during this time of year. When I eat what I think is a lot of food, it is actually akin to what a normal meal used to be for me. Not really gaining too much ground.

I have to remember to include the grease group in my balanced diet more often.

Nausea hasn't been a problem for a couple of days, so eating is fun.

I know I seem to spend a lot of time thinking about food, my weight and eating. I have always been this way, but since July I think I have good reason to be so obsessed with the subject.

Every so often I'll catch my reflection when I'm not prepared for it. In my mind, I still look the same as I always did. It can be jarring when I see myself now when I'm not expecting it.

I don't like surprising myself like that.

BOO!