Tuesday, 3/8 -- Cancer Sucks.

It has been getting harder and harder to make my blog enties. It’s not because I have nothing to say, but rather the disease has zapped my energy that much. It is a very odd feeling to know that there is no exercise, diet, pill, shot or other physical thing that I can do to help bring my strength back.

This is one of the things that advancing cancer does. It steals energy and weight. It doesn’t care that it’s hurting its host.

I’ve stopped using that stairs, I can’t stand on my own, my limbs kinda flail around when I try to lift anything. No buckets of water, not even pillows.

I’ve been very grateful for all the visitors and e-mails of support. I try to respond as best I can, but iit takes a large amount to even get this blog out. Especially through te fog of morphine.

I’m up on pain killers more and more. Partially for pain management, but also because t helps my coughing. So long as I can control the coughing a little, I’m a much happier camper.

Visits: Call before coming over. The visits should be kept short. Don’t be put off if I don’t say anything. Don’t be insulted if fall asleep. And please don’t be insulted if we have to ask you to leave.

Bye for now