Saturday, 1/29 -- Creeping doubts.

Today's just another day of lying on the couch.

I don't like this chemo treatment. These drugs are not kind to me. As far as aches and pains, I don't know what's the drugs and what's the cancer. Either way, it freaks me out.

I'm off to brush my teeth. That will make me tired enough to maybe take a nap.

I sure hope this treatment is working.
I'd hate to think that I'm suffering these side effects and the cancer is still growing.

It's hard to stay positive when you feel so marginal.