Wednesday, 2/9 -- Fire up those Positive Thoughts generators. It's time to use them.

Calling in all the troops!

Below are some very attractive pictures of my legs. They are not just here for sex appeal to drive traffic to my site.




The pain in my legs that I've described has become something of a cause for alarm and we need your help.

In Tuesday's doctor's appointment I detailed the symptoms of the deep bone pain in my legs at night. My doctor was VERY concerned. More than I was expecting.

Long story short, it could be one of two things:
1) An intense reaction in my bone marrow to the Procrit shots I received last week in the hospital. The bone marrow in our shins lies dormant once we're adults. The Procrit may have stimulated it into growth again. (This means that my bone marrow in other parts of my body is now too far damaged by chemo for it to be viable anymore. Yes, that's bad.)

2) The kinds of deep bone pain I am experiencing, combined with the other symptoms of fatigue and general "sickishness" I'm now clearly manifesting, ... could be the sign that the cancer has spread to my legs. There is no way to confirm this with any tests beyond the diagnoses of symptoms.

The next few days will tell us what's going on. If my legs improve, then it's the Procrit. If they get worse or stay the same... Cancer.

So here's your mission. We need everyone out there to concentrate your positive thoughts, prayers, Karma, chi, mojo, voodoo and etc on my legs. We want it to be Procrit caused. Concentrate on that.

I need to feel the love.

Ready, set.... GO!